If that is what anarchy means to you, then more power to you, you are more than entitled to your opinion. Christian Anarchy is the rejection of the kingdoms of this world, in favor of the Kingdom of God, who does exist, in my humble opinion.
Definition of ANARCHY
a : absence of government
b : a state of lawlessness or political disorder due to the absence of governmental authority
c : a utopian society of individuals who enjoy complete freedom without government
a : absence or denial of any authority or established order
b : absence of order : disorder